Thursday, June 24, 2010

Summer is here!

It's been exactly one month since I last blogged. Tomorrow will be the 1 year anniversary since Michael Jackson died and Sunday will be the one year anniversary of my father in law's death. What a great month!
It has been a whirlwind of a year. Ben and I have been trying to sell our house since last August. I had appendicitis last September. I chose a horrible fertility doctor and suffered a lacerated cervix in January. I did 10 weeks of acupuncture and no dairy only to NOT get pregnant and have $800 less dollars in savings. The house that Don built was vandalized 3 times and my purse was stolen. What a year!
On the other hand, we bought a lake house that we love and we got little Izzy-boo. Ben always tells me to look at all the blessings instead of all the bad things. Well, you can see that the bad list does out weigh the good list this time. We have our health and we are happy; something most people can't say.
Last October when we turned 30 I was determined to turn over a new leaf and begin again and have a better year. Things don't always turn out the way you want them to. Ben misses his dad everyday. As father's day came and went, you can see the hurt on his face. We have officially celebrated all major and minor holidays and all birthdays without him. Ben always says, " Dad would have loved this lake house. He would've been so proud of us." He's right, Don would've have been all about the lake house. He would've put his two cents in when we didn't want to hear it but he would've loved it.
Well, as Jay Z says, " On to the next one..."